Me-Day!!!

I’m stressed out!!!

Entering med school is really no joke pala, especially when you’re not home. Sob! I’m both a father and a mother (unconsciously), an ate that I already am, but a bit exaggerated version nowadays to my also stressed-out sister, who happens to be my classmate…Weird ang feeling, but that’s another thing na I’m still trying to adjust pa…and last but not the least, I am also a student with all the responsibilities and anxieties born with the word S T U D E N T!.

There’s too much pressure for me to handle. I can’t take it anymore! I have to study almost all of the time pa. Shiyet!

I miss my friends…I missed my family…I missed my life…

If only I can take myself out of this. It seems like everything is a routine.

Here’s my typical med-day:
1) Breakfast (if time would allow)
2) Go to school
3) Eat lunch
4) Study
5) Rest (with time limit pa)
6) Study
7) Text (tnx to unlimited text by globe)
8) Study
9) Go on-line (only if I’m in the lib.)
10) Study
11) Dinner (minsan)
12) Hang-out with friends (minsan, w/ guilt feeling pa)
13) Study
14) Tv (2 local channels lang)
15) Study
16) Mag emote (very time consuming, makahubag mata pa)
17) Study

Especially pag exam week na! shiyet! Typical med-day activities PLUS! palpitation and hyperventilation pa, a typical symptom of a person totally under pressure.

Seems like I’m punishing myself! I owe myself a lot na!...Promise, after all this overwhelming, nerve wracking, hell-like, makabuang daysss…guess I should hit the parlor, pa massahe…go shopping (murag true), eat pizza, watch movie or probably moviesss, sleep early (I’ll try to work on this) wake up late….ahhh heaven!!!

I can’t wait to have my ‘Me-day’ na!!! I declare: ‘Me-day’ a Special Holiday…

At least for me…