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Dear Diary,

Since last Thursday, simula nung nagpacheck-up ako, la na akong ginawa kundi tumambay lang…kung la sa opsital, nasa mall lang para magpalamig and after that sa bahay na…most of the time sa bahay…home buddy drama ko ngayon.

Sa tingin ko, k din to kc out of boredom, nagawa ko plano ko before which is to read. Hehehe…I’m almost done with Eleven Minutes, again by Paolo Coelho, I think my brother like this author kc almost all of his book are from this author or maybe, sya ang uso na author these days kaya nya nabili…whatever, basta may pwede akong hiramin, k na…So far, there are some points in the book, which I can relate to. No! not sa sex ha...About love life charing hehehe or about my non-love life? Whatever…Basta about sa love and life…I’m not yet done so still have to read through pa din…

In fairness, maiba naman tayo…Let’s move on to Dan Brown, the hottest author right now…I’m done with Angels and Demons. Pang blockbuster ang story…I think if this would become a movie, millions and millions of dollars cguro ang production and mas maganda ang visual effects ‘coz of the bombings, killing and etc…I recommend this book to y’all…

About Da Vinci Code, the most controversial book ngayon, may movie na!!! this may19 ang showing nationwide. I heard na banned daw…is that true?...that couldn’t be!...Curios na curios pa naman ako, I really wanna see that film. I couldn’t help it no ‘coz it’s everywhere…In etc, national geographic, national bookstore, pang national na talga ang level. But before watching it, I have to read it first, kaya lang sa sobrang controversial ng book, up to now, d pa binalik ng barkada ko, tsk!

Anyway, that’s all for now diary. Feel na feel ko na ang pagka wide reader ko ngayon shet!

Mwahugs,
Little :)

salamat po doctor

Successful ang operasyon…Isa na po akong ganap na babae charing!!! Hehehe…

The doctor got the cyst already. Finally, I wouldn’t have to worry about it anymore…I hope…The doctor said kc na it was infected so chances are, baka bumalik…Ew! So gross!

I was wide awake the whole time! minor surgery lang kasi kaya local anesthesia lang nilagay but thank god at may cloth na pinatong sa mukha ko kaya hindi ko nakita. I wish tinirahan na lang ako ng general anesthesia para natulog na lang ako no?…Pero no! local anesthesia lang ang level pag minor surgery kaya I can feel the stretching of my skin, baka yun yong time na inopen na balat ko. I can hear the instruments the doctor used. I was imagining things already. I imagined a delivery room scenario and asked myself “ganito din ba pag manganganak ka na?” So scary! Then my imagination got out of hand again and asked myself, what if magkamali si doc? Or worse, what if lumindol?!..Noooo! At that moment I was feeling very helpless! I felt that my life is up to the doctor’s hand and all I can do is pray and wait till it's over. So I was so still that time and so quiet with a little “aw!” “aray!” so at least he would know na mejo masakit na and he have to be too careful…I was so religious at that moment. I was like praying the whole session, well almost...Thank you lord!!! My thanks also to Dr Chiu, one great surgeon.

When it was done, I looked at the mirror and thought “cute naman pala ang bandage.” I thought band aid lang kc hehe…So when dokie said na okay na, I paid, went down to buy my meds then jegeng! My sis said “yak! Nagbleed!” so I was so tarantated and look for a tissue or hankie or anything that could absorb the blood. Unfortunately, I have none of those…But because God so love me, nakita ko si Racho, kasama ko dati sa lab na nasa pharmacy na ngayon and hurriedly asked for a tissue while showing my blood dripping out of the bandage. Nataranta din naman at dali-dali kumuha ng tissue sabay sabi “kala ko magdodoctor ka, tapos takot ka sa dugo!”…Ganon? Iba na usapan pag sarili mo ng dugo nakikita mo no! pero bahala na, that’s Racho, at least concern at kumuha ng tissue…So pagkatapos ko nakuha meds ko bumalik ako kay doc at pinalitan ang bandage kaya hindi na cute bandage ko ngayon. Malaki na para sure daw na hindi magbleed ulit.

*Sigh*…Life…Truly, is like a box of chocolate, you’ll never know what you’re gonna get. Among 3 of us siblings, I’m the most “talawitut” but I’m the one who gets to be bump by a motorcycle, fall and get my bone broken and now, a surgery?

Its funny how God makes one face fear.

update

Change of plans...

My operation would be tomorrow pa...So I'm gona be absent na naman tom, sayang ang 2 days sweldo ko tsk! bahala na health is wealth charing!...Pwede na sana ngayon but tom na lang 'coz I still have to gather a lot of guts to submit myself to such torture....

Again, I need your prayers...

P.S.: The doctor also caters liposuction...but I have no plans though hehehe. . .

STAT!

Holler!

Got time to write a blog this time. Obviously hehehe…d kc natuloy ang gym ka part…

Haaay...Promises, promises, promises....Kitty and I promised ourselves that our diet and gym would be dibdiban this May! Now na! STAT! but what can I do, ANG SARAP KUMAIN!!! May birthday party kc sa lab and may bagong store sa mall which activated the “food critic” in me…may circumstances din na hindi pwede iwasan and would result to no-gym day…kung kelan pa daming nakain shiyet hehehe…

Sabi nga ng isang kong kaibigan: live life, be happy and eat…happy nga eating pero sad naman pag may finifit ka na damit and ayaw magkasya!...Anyway, enough about fat, foot, diet, whatever…

I’m mejo tarantated ngayon because I have a cyst for quite sometime na and when I asked my dermatologist last year, she just said na maliit pa kaya di pa raw tatanggalin….but now! shiyet! Biglang lumaki huhuhu and when I asked my lab mates sa histopathology section, she recommended na kelangan na ako magpa-opera as soon as possible! STAT! kc baka lalong maglaki and sa may lymph node pa talaga…lord help…I’m scared…I thought cyst is just a minor problem kc minor surgery lang yan at band aid lang katapat pagkatapos butasan at tahiin ang yong laman! Opo band aid! and sa E.R. lng din yan ginagawa kaya no sweat..pero my god! When you’re in the position of the patient…SCARY! Lalo na sa case ko na sa mukha ko pa talaga (my god ang asset! hahaha) at malapit sa lymph node!…On the second thought, maybe my lab mate just made fun of my being too paranoid kaya ine-exaj na pag sa may lymph node delikado daw…God help…bahala na…

I’ll be absent tom…Have to see a doctor…Please pray for my soul.

After a year. . .

May 1 na naman, Labor day…Wala lang, I just recalled na 1 year na pala since gumawa ako ng blog dahil sa sobrang confused with what to do next. So just wanna make an update.

So here I am na a year after. I’m already a med student. I can’t believe na life would turn out this way. After I wrote the article last year, the thought of going to med or staying in the lab kept my mind busy. Until around 2nd week of May I decided to stop working and go to med school. Days after that, I talked to our head regarding my resignation and I decided that May 31, 2005 would be my last day as a Med Tech at Davao Doctors Hospital were I spent almost 2 years of my life. As much as it pains me to say goodbye to my lab mates and my work, I have to bid them farewell and start a new life.

While I was busy completing my requirements for enrollment, I was still reporting for duty ‘coz as I’ve said I’m still an employee ‘till May 31, 2005. While doing those tasks, I was also trying to squeeze a little bit of time to let my clearance be signed at Davao Doctors Hospital. It was so stressful, but thanks to my sister for helping me out.

I was multi-tasking at that time. I also forgot to mention, that while busy with those things, my sister and I were also trying to decide which med school we’re going into ‘coz by the way, we decided to be classmates. So without warning, we decided to go to Xavier University at Cagayan de Oro City para ma-iba ang environment. With that decision, we told our parents, its advantages and luckily pumayag naman, so me and my sister set our feet at Cagayan for the very first time to enroll. When we were accepted, we cancel our admission at Davao Medical School hoping that we get the Commitment Fee that we already paid back. Unfortunately, it was non-refundable. Sob.

So days passed ‘til May 31 came and the sad part now is I have to say my good-byes and clean my locker. Few days after we completed our requirements, we found ourselves again at Cagayan bringing all the stuff that we could for we’d be staying there for the rest of the school days na. Again, we said our goodbyes to our family and hello to strangers whom eventually became friends.

Grabe bilis ng pangyayari. Sa sobrang bilis, I was not feeling the tired body that I have till bumalik na ng Davao ang parents and bro namin. So when the time came na kami na lang dalawa ng sister ko, bumigay na ang aming mga katawan and suffered “hilanat” as how Cagay-anon would put it. Because of that, we were not able to attend our first day of classes hehe…

So there…I’m a med student na and with God’s grace, I’ll be 2nd yr na this June…But for the mean time, I’ll still be enjoying my well deserved vacation pa.

Dami pala possibleng mangyari sa isang taon no?

Okay have to sleep now ‘coz I still have to go to Davao Doc tom…

I forgot to mention that I’m working part time pala these days. Med Tech mode na naman ako ngayon. May days na sobrang toxic kaya busy, may days naman na tama lang so chika-chika lang kami. It’s parang past time na lang. I get to see my lab-mates again and hang out with them pa. Plus! The best part of it all? I get paid. ;-)