Papa's pizza
Composed: Feb. 21, 2006
24 years ago, this very same day… a loud cry was heard…Uhaaaaa!...and off I go bouncing to the world…bwahahaha…can you imagine?
Anways, that’s not the point…Today is my birthday, and I’m having mixed emotions right now, I can’t help it, you know, I’m getting older and more alone. Being away from what I call home is really difficult. Picture it…Although I’ve gained friends here, of whom I’m thankful by the way, but it’s still different if you get to see the place where you’ve lived your whole life and see the people that surrounded you when you were still in diapers to T-bak este! You know what I mean hehehe…I still can remember, how I celebrated it with my friends. Nakakamiss…That’s really how I’m feeling now that I’ve turned 24…But anyways, again, that’s not the point of this blog…Nasaag lang gamay.
The main issue here is, lately, I’ve been imagining things, more likely nag “iilusyon” as how my gay friends would put it…I’ve been visualizing my perfect “future”…again…you know, the “perfect” world that I want…I wanna have this, I wanna have that, I wanna be like this, I wana be like that, I wanna do this, I wanna do that, I wanna have him ay! hehehe…Things are getting more complicated na, I thought…Why can’t things be simple?…Why can’t I take things as it is? Why can’t I be contented? Why? Why? Why? Haaay…
19 years ago, this same day…It was the day I turned 5…What happened that day is still fresh in my memory…It was siesta time, I was sleeping and I woke up as my father went near me and showed me what he brought…As I opened my eyes, I was so delighted as I saw one slice of pizza…It was my present from my father on my birthday…Recalling it makes my eyes go misty, corny as it may sound but what can I say, it never fails to bring out the diva in me…How I wish things would be that simple again…
And so I figured, as things get more sophisticated these days, I will just always try to remember, how one slice of pizza could already make my day.
24 years ago, this very same day… a loud cry was heard…Uhaaaaa!...and off I go bouncing to the world…bwahahaha…can you imagine?
Anways, that’s not the point…Today is my birthday, and I’m having mixed emotions right now, I can’t help it, you know, I’m getting older and more alone. Being away from what I call home is really difficult. Picture it…Although I’ve gained friends here, of whom I’m thankful by the way, but it’s still different if you get to see the place where you’ve lived your whole life and see the people that surrounded you when you were still in diapers to T-bak este! You know what I mean hehehe…I still can remember, how I celebrated it with my friends. Nakakamiss…That’s really how I’m feeling now that I’ve turned 24…But anyways, again, that’s not the point of this blog…Nasaag lang gamay.
The main issue here is, lately, I’ve been imagining things, more likely nag “iilusyon” as how my gay friends would put it…I’ve been visualizing my perfect “future”…again…you know, the “perfect” world that I want…I wanna have this, I wanna have that, I wanna be like this, I wana be like that, I wanna do this, I wanna do that, I wanna have him ay! hehehe…Things are getting more complicated na, I thought…Why can’t things be simple?…Why can’t I take things as it is? Why can’t I be contented? Why? Why? Why? Haaay…
19 years ago, this same day…It was the day I turned 5…What happened that day is still fresh in my memory…It was siesta time, I was sleeping and I woke up as my father went near me and showed me what he brought…As I opened my eyes, I was so delighted as I saw one slice of pizza…It was my present from my father on my birthday…Recalling it makes my eyes go misty, corny as it may sound but what can I say, it never fails to bring out the diva in me…How I wish things would be that simple again…
And so I figured, as things get more sophisticated these days, I will just always try to remember, how one slice of pizza could already make my day.
posted by LittLe at 9:37 PM
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