Life's a game . . .

Yesterday was my bro’s graduation day..at last! graduate na bro ko at d ryt tym..i min yung d bumagsak ng 1 yr hehehe…nway, dts nt d point of ds article…lam nyo, wyl I was at d ceremony, I was observin’…actually at d first part, syempre there was a thanksgiving mass so me, my parents and my sis attended then after d mass, me n my sis already predicted that it’ll be boring, u know the calling of names of the graduates, so we looked for gwen (my sis’ barkada)..may kapatid din kc na gagraduate) den we went to our past tambayan ng skul, sa cr, sa corridors den sa bench den chika2x…

While we’re having dos chikas...we talked about our schoolmates, hit songs, sex videos n anything under the sun…den wen we were so hooked with our chika galore, I remembered the music teacher who wholeheartedly raised his hands up n down (beat ba tawag don?..watever) wyl d graduates sang the mass songs, den I also recalled the janitors of my alma mater (seeing dem, I realized na miss ko na din cla, part na din kc cla ng buhay ko)who walked down the center aisle coz they’re goin’ to receive their “loyalty award”...kalain mo nga naman, isa don 40 yrs of service na!...so as I recalled all of those…I began taking myself away from the scenario…I’ve been thinking objectively n naisip ko…that it was all a game…I mean, lahat cla na andun sa ceremony ay parang mga taong gawa ng dyos who worked hard for the students…yung teachers, janitors, principal at kung cno cno pa ay parang naglalaro lng pala…n naisip ko tuloy, nganong paliba mn ko sa ila hahaha…dba? I min now that I’ve moved on, marami ng nangyari sa buhay ko…I’ve seen different faces, been to difrrent places n wen I came bak there n saw d ppl dt I was wd during my elem n hs days….they were still there…natawa ako kc ganyan lng pla yan…wen u’re at ur present moment ..u feel like, it was everything at denidicate mo buhay mo to dt certain gawain wholeheartedly…say for exmple, students, stress na stress sa pagiging stujante, u know, assignments, projects, exams, oral recitation n all that jazz…pro f u look at it objectively, everything’s just a game pala kc tayo lng ang gumagawa ng stress sa buhay na pinasukan natin lyk sa pagiging school staff n sa pagiging stujante…dba?...gets nyo point ko?...i mean, if ur not too involved pala sa present situation na kinalalagyan mo…d pala stressful ang life...everything’s a “game” lang pala n it’s just us who complicates d “game”… to d point na we’d do anythin’ js to win the “game”…

So yun lng pla yun…naisip ko na try ko kaya gawin yun sa present ko? U know, wen ur in deep shit, pause for a wyl at mag-isip…Kaya ko lng kc naisip na game lng ang pagiging stujante kc d na ako stujante hehe..easy for me to say no…I ges it wd be healthier na u’d stop for a wyl n take urself from d moment, ur present situation n think objectively…dat way, marami kang marerealize...na everything in ds world ay gawa-gawa lng pala ng tao…na tao lng pala ang may gawa ng everything…trabaho, pag-aaral, kasalanan, problema, pulitika, corruption, etc…tapos rerekla-reklamo tayo kay lord kung may nangyari na d natin nagustuhan…kung ako c lord. I’d anser u…hu u ba? Hehe kaya d ako naging lord…naisip ko tuloy, cguro natatawa c lord pag tinignan nya tayong lahat no?...d way we do things, d way we play d “game”…kung pano tayo gumagalaw, kung pano tayo nabubuhay…yung iba nagnanakaw, yung iba nangongorup pra yumaman…heller? Hehe kinakarir talaga…kya na-isip ko…NAKAKATAWA tayong lahat…masayado nating kinakarir ang lyf hahaha….hahay buhay talaga…

Kaya ngayon, naisip ko bahala na c lord sakin…basta I’ll just play my game in ds world…as in play…not to get too serious, total, the apple will just fall wen its ripe…lam mo yun? everything will just happen if its meant to happen…so now, i’ll try not to get caught into d trap of being too engrossed wd my lyf kc…para lng pala tayong naglalaro d2 sa mundong ibabaw….